Found her. The lady pharmacist wearing white gshock in her right wrist. The best day of my life turned worst right after. She was evading me right when I approached her. Wasnt interested and shut me down like..oh. It was weird. But thats it. Im done with this love and romance thingy. It really is not for someone unattractive and uninteresting like me. Wow this really hurts. Why are some people so lucky to have someone love them. Some even luckier--may mga kabit at reserba pa. And I dont get to have even just one to like me in my whole life. And why do I suddenly want to feel the need to be wanted. I never ever felt the need for this. This sucks. Im too old for this bullshit. Im done. Fvck life. I'll be alone but will never be lonely. Fvck all. Im awesome in my own ways.